Sounds like two selves here so how do we proceed? THE SELF is, of course, the eternal, loving, non-corporeal Presence, the truth of all that is, that cannot adequately be expressed in words but most certainly can be experienced. The other-self is the “virtual reality” self, the experience of a set of programs focusing on a separate, limited, invented entity that becomes our responsibility to recognize and release. The SELF is the unspeakable experience of infinite joy and indescribable peace.
Our task is to focus exclusively only on the innocence of all things instead of the imagined guilt and, once again, reclaim our inheritance as the presence of Love itself, the SELF!